AnonymousSweet lord okay I’ll try
1. Won’t reveal who it is, but I think she’s really smart and funny. Also I think she might be able to put up with my weirdness. Not that I talk to her enough to know. It would be hopeless anyways.
2. I’ve been told a few times I resemble Uma Thurman? And the girl who plays Dr. Elliot from Scrubs. But that my personality is similar to that of Jennifer Lawrence, my future wife.
3. Can’t really think of gender specific things that irritate me, I dunno. Girls that have to wear makeup every day bothers me I suppose. When guys have facial hair. How catty and cliquey a lot of girls (aka the waitresses at my work) are. Crap idk, It’s late I can’t come up with legitimate irritations right now.
4. Um, nothing particular, haven’t done a whole lot. I went to White Castle tonight which was delicious of course. I found a fruit snacks pack in my purse from the other day and got really excited. OH! I finished the book “The Kite Runner”. SO good, if you haven’t read it.
5. Talk out loud to myself and laugh with myself. ALOT. Sometimes I try to dance even though I can’t. And sometimes I’ll just lay on the middle of the floor for extended periods of time thinking about life and not want to get up. Probably a bunch of other stuff I’m not thinking of cuz I know I’m insanely weird.
6. I’d either opt for splitting it amongst reasonable/smart things like some for school, savings, a car, etc or I’d splurge on one big thing like an international trip or something cool like that.
7. I don’t like: looking scrawny, my lack of butt, being pale, my big hands, my thin hair and having bags under my eyes cuz I never get enough sleep. I like: My height, I guess my overall shape is alright. Blah next question.
8. Detail, ok. I went to Bamboozle on Sunday night with my family friend, her brother, roommate and cousin. It went from like 2-11 and was on the beach in Asbury, NJ. My friend’s mom works for this really rich guy who invented idk what, but he knows Bon Jovi so we got VIP passes which allowed us to go into tents with free food and games and hammocks. We also got to go to private signings and acoustic sets of bands but I missed the one I was most excited for, The Story So Far :( It got really windy but felt amazing. And it was cloudy so I was in heaven. I was an idiot and wore sandals so I almost broke my toes numerous times. Bon Jovi was fantastic and I really enjoy concerts on the beach, never been to one till then. The people I went with weren’t really concert go-ers and I wasn’t about to waste this opportunity so I split from them for awhile cause I was on a mission to do everything. I bought way too much merch but since I basically haven’t spent any money the past few weeks I don’t feel too guilty. We had to leave Bon Jovi early to catch our train, which we on and off ran to get there in time and a random person screamed “run forest, run”. Was super exhausted and hungry and when I got home there was no food. Except for brownies that my sister made, bless her.
9. How fast my childhood went and how my family has changed since then
10. I can’t think of any lies I’ve told that are worth telling. I feel like anytime I’m discussing gay rights/marriage with someone who doesn’t know I like girls and I don’t say anything, I feel like I’m lying then. Idk if that’s dumb.
11. Hmm… ten years is a long time. But if I love them maybe not so long. I feel like after 10 years on an island with someone you love you would have made your own special world and it would be weird to leave after. A month with someone you hate would be challenging but maybe build character? Like if you lasted with someone you hated for an entire month I feel like you could do a lot of things. I just don’t want to choose. Um, I think I might put up with someone I hate for a month and go back to the person I love forever. Plus, I don’t think I could put up with sand for 10 years.
12. Saving enough money this summer for next semester and studying abroad. And taking this stupid math class. And my grandpa.
13. I don’t follow people who make me wanna throw them off cliffs. Not mentioning people I know in person, so I’d fuck/marry Daf or Katie, they’re both gorgeous and marriage worthy.
14. I sigh a lot. Not because anything is wrong, I just do.
15. You will be your own worst enemy.
16. Yikes ok. Well, there was the night I tried to go to the gay club. Tyler, Devon and I drank beforehand at my apartment. I didn’t realize how much Tyler had actually drank until we were in the cab and he tried to offer me to our cab driver for sex in order to pay for our ride. He was really drunk, and I was moderately drunk, enough to the point that I didn’t realize our driver rang us up twice for our ride until I sobered up. We got to the club and were waiting in line, his drunk ass was being loud and ratchet and he was crying about needing to pee. I was about to pay to get in when I heard him arguing with the bouncers because they weren’t going to let him in because he was too drunk and underage. I almost went in because he told me he would find his way in there (aka sexual favors, he’s probably the biggest slut I know) and I almost went in, but then he called one of the chicks who worked there a cunt and they all shoved him away and said he wasn’t getting in. I was super pissed, grabbed him by the arm and we stormed off. He started peeing in a bush when two really butch lesbians and their gay friends found us and wanted to beat up tyler for calling their friend a cunt. I kindly explained to them the best I could in my drunken state that he was drunk out of his mind and didn’t mean it. They told me he needed to watch it and walked off. Sat on the corner of a street somewhere in old town scottsdale waiting for matan to come get us, bless him, when tyler goes “brie, I love you” and then starts puking EVERYWHERE. When Matan got there it took us 30 minutes to get him decent enough to get into the car, and we had to carry him. When we got back to vista, i called his roommate from last year and we put tyler in garbage bags and carried him to my room and put him in my bathtub where he slept for the night. He accidently kicked it on in the middle of the night too. And that was that, bitch broke my camera too. We’re not really friends anymore, he ends up with dui’s and getting his stomach pumped way too much. I’m still mad about not getting into the gay club though, I’ve only gotten to go once :/
17. Letting people walk over me in numerous situations
18. It’s goofy but a picture of me with my long hurr cuz I miss it :/
19. My longest relationship was 6ish months, sortof. Cliche to say, but it’s complicated.
20. What is this ctrl v and post business? I do not understand.
21. Haven’t IMd in eons, here’s my lat text convo-
Me: Would anyone be able to help me set up the AC’s this weekend?
Uncle Pat: No, buzz off.
He loves me.
22. -My studying habits/tacticts. I’m going for all As next semester, with the exception of statistics cuz it’s math and lets be real I don’t do math. Also I want to retain more of what I’m learning, get more out of what I’m paying for.
-My eating habbits. Not change them perse, I just need to expand them because I’m picky.
-Overthinking. I need to stop overthinking everything humanly possible to over-think.
-My sleep schedule, I feel that it’s extremely unhealthy.
-My timeliness? I’m never on time because I take forever to do everything, I don’t know why.
23. Don’t really care. If you’re tumblr famous cool, if not ok. I spend enough time on tumblr to begin with and I’m not even famous soo idk how much time people who are have to put into it.
24. JK Rowling I think. It’d be cool to know what goes on inside the brain of the person who thought up the world of Harry Potter. Or someone like Anne Frank, i’d be fascinated to know what it would be like in circumstances like hers.
25. Doritos, capri sun, wrist brace, hunger games blanket, book.
26. Oh lord, ok. I was 16. I’m not proud of who the person was, but I had liked him for a while and he was finally single. I’m not sure how he found out that I liked him, but one night we both snuck out at like 1AM. Ha I remember when that used to be so late. Anyways, I had to climb over my brother’s balcony and shimmy down the side of the garage. We went and laid on one of the docks off a pathway somewhere in the lakes and talked for awhile and then he just kissed me. I was a moron and promised my mom I would tell her when I had my first kiss, and she was an even bigger moron and told his mom that he was my first kiss and then he confronted me about it. I was really embarrassed and told him that’s just what I told my mom but that it wasn’t my first kiss. I don’t know why I was so embarrassed about him knowing.
The fact that I actually had time to do this is sad.
